Bad Weekend

On Friday.. I receive a call from kc… he told me tat he is goin to school for co-curriculum activities… in my heart I really lazy to go… but I long time din go liao..then he ask me mar… so I agree lor… n tis cause me the time for sleeping… I hav to get my ass up at 8am… on a ‘holiday’!!!! ridiculas right?? Haha…well I normally wakes up bout 12 in the noon… after school.. I came back to my house with him… we bake cake… for erin’s bday… well…we had to bake 2 cakes bcoz the 1st one failed.. hehe… well..wat do u aspect from 2 guys?? Bout evening.. we went to temple.. till midnight onli come back.. it was so tiring … I m a small guy u noe?? So its normal… n luckily I din get grumpy or scold anybody tat day… u guys might noe bout my temper…

Next day, I was waken up by kc’s msg… I forgot wat he says liao… hehe.. I hav a bad memory… but I was really tired n grumpy at tat moment… so I think I had sounded bad to him… sry ya…. So I woke up in a bad temper… my mom started yelling at me when I 1st step out my room… bcoz I had to clean my room up..its in a mess… then I found out tat there is no lunch on the table.. so I had to cook myself.. I hav to fry rice for my family too… n yet I m in a hurry coz I had promise to reach kc’s house at 2pm..but it was 2+ tat time… so I rush n rush… n my family members all nag n nag n nag on me… saying me tis n tat… so we had some ‘shows’ goin on…

tat time I really feel like goin to kc’s house.. duno y… everytime I feel sad or anyting.. I wud go to him.. although he dun really care bout me… but I still tells him bout it… well.. I m not gay… I m depressed at the moments..i dun hav a gf…so, the onli person I find is someone close to me… I mean from the gender wise n ….. duno how to say… juz feels safe n relief when I tells him… although many times I had argue with him for some silly reasons… n angry bout him… he still remains as my ‘closest’ fren… can I say tat??? I always stay at home alone bcoz my family members hav to work… I maybe too sticky to my fren…esp him… but i…. i…i…. haihz…

tat night after temple n party at erin’s house… I felt… I felt tat I dun wanna go home yet.. but due to certain circumstances.. I hav to leave early… well.. tell u guys the truth.. I was hungry tat time.. n I had plan to eat supper at 12midnight… sry erin… u hav to eat the food over n over again.. tat time I really wanna stay over at kc house… or perhaps stay some where else… I noe I had kacau him a lot liao.. maybe tis time dun stick to him tat much lar… coz he needs freedom..n ppl had say tat we r… or twins liao… ggrrrr…. WE R NOT TWINS!!!! Stop saying tat…. I really hope to juz lie on the bed n listen to music n him there to acc me… sometimes I really wan to b quiet…but need wan a person next to me… he/she shall not speak… or perhaps a little.. tat really… feels good n relax… esp under stress n from nagging from other ppl…

well …tats it for today.. I hav to sleep now..its about 2am now.. my mom is nagging at me now… the beer n whisky really makes me sleepy… I hope I dun get rashes again like last time… n thx guys… for bein such a nice fren… n thx for the presents…

PS…. Kc…. Thx for being such a great fren to me..thx for tahan me… I noe how u think bout me… juz thx n sry lar…

Life After Graduation!!!

Hhmmm…I m kinda new here…well..i started blogging since last year…but I hav stopped… now… I think the heat is here again…so I decided to start blogging again…hehe..
I saw my frenz blog…most of them wrote about graduation, frenships n dedications to their frenz…I was thinking..do I have to do tat??? I wanna b diff from the others..so I came out with the idea of writing about life after graduation…
Life after graduation to me also means tat the life of becoming an adult… a FULL adult.. taking in much more responsibilities…power… domination…stress…actually tis really scares me…life in high school was unforgetful n joyful…esp the days of my last 2 years in high school..its a ‘bugging bug world’ out there..i hope I get tis phrase correct…the world out there is full of sorrow, stress n domination…if u ask me… I wud say tat I m not prepare to step into the ‘world’ yet…
My teacher once told me tat we must cherish n appreciate our frenship tat we had bond in high school..it is bcoz it is the PUREST of all…I agree with her…after graduation.. after they step into the ‘world’..most ppl tend to b ‘selfish’…I think I shall use the word ‘selfish’…they tend to ‘use’ other ppl as stepping stones to success n anything… some even lost their humanity… but its nature my frenz… they understand that the fittest n strongest will outcast n outbeat the weakers concept… tis applies to every living being include humans, animals, plants etc… so we must treasure n cherish the frenship we have now.. bcoz its hard to get a SOULFUL n TRUTHFUL frenship in the ‘world’…
Dear frenz.. remember tis… yesterday is the history… its meant to be remembered n stay as a memory… today is the present.. its meant to be cherish n treasure… tomolo is the future.. its meant to be happy n full of brightness… need to work hard to plan n oraganise n do good deeds to ensure its nice…
Well..its onli 2 days after my graduation day… I juz slept thru it…. N watch tv n listen to zhang jing xuan… so..tis is my life after it… I duno wat will happen in the future.. but I hope its full of surprises n happiness… n I hope I will go thru the high n low with my family n frenz…