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When you know how to appreciate and love that someone, whatever obstacles wont be any barriers anymore. No matter what are the obstacles, think back what had attracted you to be with that someone till you are a couple now. It is part of the work of faith that got you guys together. Of billions of people in the world, you have met, attracted and fell in love with each other at the same time. What are the odds?! Cherish and appreciate with all your heart, soul and life. This does not happen often. Since has loved, do not regret, do not give up easily. Obstacles are meant to be solve by a couple AS a couple. Remember that feeling, that thought and those you had gone through just to be with that someone. Then you will walk a long path together with that someone.

Meaningful songs..

Recently i have been listening to lots of songs.. nice and meaningful songs.. some i have posted the lyrics here.. then i came across these two songs by 潘裕文... those are just some of my thoughts after listening to these songs.. It does not hint anything.

我和你从未分手

心是片土地 我是一个园丁
歌 种一朵花叫做爱情 呵护着不离不弃
当花季远去 眼泪带我旅行
你好吗?我好想你 常常写信寄给回忆
我和你从未分手 你住在我心中
谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久
给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手 你活在我爱中
不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛
才能扭转时空 重回感动 重回笑容 手牵手

空空的夜空 城市燃起灯火
每一盏灯一种寂寞 愿你幸福别漂流
蓝蓝的忧愁 搬进我的生活
越想放手越是紧握 越往前走越是回头
我和你从未分手 你住在我心中
谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久
给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手 你活在我爱中
不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛
才能扭转时空 重回感动 重回笑容 手牵手

我没用 多没用 我推开窗户思念一直推不走
我在梦里掉了一个梦 谁捡到告诉我还给我 别没收
我和你从未分手 你住在我心中
谁也不能把你赶走
一颗心只有一份永久
给了谁就无法回收
我和你从未分手 你活在我爱中
不准人来人往挑拨
一个错要花几倍伤痛
才能扭转时空 重回感动 重回笑容 手牵手

Haha.. this song really portrays the 'stupidity' that someone is still in love in his/her ex. Some would say its stupidity, some would say its loyal or some would say its stubborn... For me, I think that there isn't harm for being in loving with that someone quietly... Loving someone doesnt mean must have him/her. It comes from the heart, wishes that someone always be in the environment filled with happiness... of coz it is undeniable that things changes and people must look forward and move on with life. And there isnt any wrong for still loving that someone quietly and hoping that he/she leads a happy life AND moving on with your own life.

老夫老妻

我能為你試著聊星座 妳卻不肯陪我看棒球
從前會計較誰付出的多 現在卻變成樂在其中
時間的手 牽著我們慢慢走
終於找到和諧的節奏
我不再浪漫 妳也不再溫柔
卻能異口同聲的說想吃些什麼
貼心的小動作 盡在不言中
默契隨著時間更深厚
原來老夫老妻真不錯

我做的飯妳嫌西嫌東 妳開車時換我變囉唆
生活中的芝麻和綠豆 淡是淡些回味卻無窮
時間的手 牽著我們往哪走
走到哪裡都有妳陪我
我不在浪漫 妳也不在溫柔
卻能同時歡呼說今晚星星好多
很幸福的感受 盡在不言中
白頭髮的情人和朋友
原來老夫老妻真不錯

我少了擁抱 妳也少了撒嬌
卻能成為彼此最堅定的依靠
再牽著妳的手 少了點悸動
卻多了份安心和感動
原來老夫老妻真不錯

This song encourages and tells us the story of being in love and grow old with your partner. It is so true. It is like the art of maintaining your relationship. Something everyone is looking forward to.

说好的幸福呢

周杰伦 《说好的幸福呢》

你的绘画凌乱着.
　　在这个时刻.
　　我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
　　甜蜜散乱了.

　　情绪莫名的拉扯.
　　我还爱你呐.
　　伴你断断续续唱着歌.
　　假装没事了.

　　时间过了走了.
　　爱情面临选择.
　　你冷了倦了我哭了.

　　一开始的不快乐.
　　你用卡片拭写着.
　　有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

　　怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
　　我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
　　开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
　　那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

　　你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
　　我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

　　只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐


Have you ever engaged in a relationship ? Have you made promises which you can't keep ? Or have you heard promises which have not been kept by that someone ?

Whenever a promise is made during relationship, it is up to you to trust it or not. And it is up to you on how much to trust and how much hope you put on it. I am sure when you are deeply in love, you will trust and believe whatever he/she said. But you must bear in mind that when love is gone, promises gone with the wind as well. How many people can keep their promises after the relationship ended ? Perhaps only those who are still deeply in love with that someone , but events had forced the break up. Or those who are naive enough to think so. But who is there to judge whether it is a waste of time for keeping those promises ?

不够成熟

詞：詹予萱　　曲：詹予萱/蔡政勳
我想我還是不夠成熟
還達不到 你的要求
我真的沒有想的太多
只是懷念 你走以後

離開 難道真的是解脫
難道 真的要事過境遷了以後才懂

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

如果有一天 我們有緣再見
你會不會想起 說過的 永遠

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

Hope and dreams...

Finally, after weeks and weeks of sleepless nights... I have handed in my assignment today! First time in my college life that I was not rushing for any last minute jobs on the assignment. I felt relieved! After the burden was off my shoulders, I felt super duper tired...

I know assignment is just a tiny little thing compared with those challenges waiting for me outside. But recent events made me tired physically and mentally. I am not putting any blame on anyone, but just myself. It is because I have chosen this path myself and ruined it with my own bare hands. Now, i have to face the consequences. It is overwhelming. I hope I can handle it well.

Lately, i had lots of dreams related to these recent events. Dreams that gave me hope, dreams that left me with a wet pillow in the morning, dreams that messed up my bedsheets, dreams that left me felt more exhausted... ( Nope, it isn't wet dreams ) Dreams, are often your wants, future, past or perhaps a clue/tips from God. It might happen in the future, it might show you your path, it might be just what you wish to happen... Nobody knows... Nobody knows... Nobody knows...

There are some things which you lose it, you will lose it forever. The only time that you see it coming back to you its when you are dreaming. Dreams that gave you hope. Which it will hurt you more when awaken from it, back to reality that you have lose it forever. It will not be yours anymore. It will not be the same anymore.

The magical season, Xmas which filled with miracles is here once again. This time, I hope that my dream will come true to me. All I want is just this dream to come true. Please...

人世间最痛苦的事

曾经有一份真诚的爱情放在我面前，
我没有珍惜，
等我失去的时候我才后悔莫及，
人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。
如果上天能够给我一个再来一次的机会，
我会对那个他说三个字：我爱你。
如果非要在这份爱上加上一个期限，
我希望是……
一万年！

我用所有报答爱

recently i 've watched the move - the banquet 夜宴 again.. awesome movie.. okok... perhaps not really awesome.. but i like the story.. so meaningful... everything they did was all because of love.. and the song is soooo nice.... awww.. i fell in love with it again.. lol..

我用所有报答爱
演唱：张靓颖
作曲：谭盾
作词：范学宜
钢琴：郎朗
电影《夜宴》 片尾曲

只为一支歌
血染红寂寞
只为一场梦
摔碎了山河
只为一颗心
爱到分离才相遇
只为一滴泪
模糊了恩仇
我用所有报答爱
你却不回来
岁月……从此一刀两段
永不见风雨
风雨……风雨…

Dream

This morning, i had a dream.. okok.. perhaps a few.. but i only remember one... so this is what i dream of :

I was at this village, overlooking some bulls and farmers at work. All of a sudden, raging flood came and swept all the bulls and farmers... bulls trying to run.. then i also started to run.. but too late.. the flood caught me. A bull was near me, so i grab hold on him. Hanging on to him for my dear life. I saw a few giraffe head... they were walking in the flood -.-" then the bull i was holding on became a elephant O.o i could recognise the back! coz i rode an elephant before in thailand. LOL. Then he was struggling, trying to get me off. I felt that i was drowning. But then i managed to hold on to him and got back on. -n-

i am a bit superstitious :x so i went online and search for dream interpretations.. haha.. so this is what i got :

Flood
To dream that you are in a flood, represents your need to release some sexual desires. If the flood is raging flood, then it represents emotional issues and tension. Your repressed emotions are overwhelming you. Consider where the flood is for clues as to where in your waking life is causing you stress and tension.

Village
To dream that you are in a village, represents restrictions. It may also indicate that you are unsophisticated, but well-balanced. Alternatively, it signifies community, simplicity, and tradition.

Elephant
To see an elephant in your dream, indicates that you need to be more patient or more understanding of others. Or perhaps there is a memory that you are holding on to for too long. You need to let go of the past. The elephant is also a symbol of power, strength, faithfulness and intellect. Alternatively, the elephant's introverted personality may be a reflection of your own personality.

To dream that you are riding an elephant, indicates that you are in control of your unconscious and aspects that you once were afraid of.

Bull
To see a bull in your dream, symbolizes stubbornness, strong will, strength, and power. The dream may be telling you that it is time to take a stand and be more assertive. Alternatively, the bull indicates a rich, prosperous, and abundant life. Consider the pun, "being bull-headed". May be you need to show a little compromise in a situation.

Giraffe
To see a giraffe in your dream, suggests that you need to consider the overall picture. Take a broader view on your life and where it is headed.

Drowning
To dream that you are drowning, signifies that you are overwhelmed by emotions or repressed issues that is coming back to haunt you. You may be proceeding too quickly in trying to discover your unconscious thoughts. If you drown to death, your relationship will fail or you will suffer major business losses. If your survive the drowning, then your relationship will be rescued by some intervention. You will rise to a higher position of wealth and honor.

So i guess it it trying to tell me something.. LOL!

重来 - 李圣杰

有多少爱能重来，
多少人愿意等待，
失去之后才明白。
走进回忆的安排，
一幕一幕的对白，
上演我们的未来。
期待，原来是一种伤害，
深爱的人已离开。
是我不该忽略你给我的爱。
现在我只想回到最初的时候，
不愿让你再泪流，
寂寞时候只有你会陪着我。
现在我只想回到最初的时候，
我知道你还爱着我。
亲爱的你请你握紧我的手。
请你看看我，
真的需要你的我，
只要你回头......